EOS (2021)

FAILURE OF FAITH

Losing all the faith in trying
Still don’t where I’m heading for….

Looking for a peaceful living
Trying to stay safe on the right track
Severely choosing what I’m breathing
It is exactly how I’m getting now
I pulled the rope too many times and
The bill fell straight upon my hands
I will finally start to give back
The pails of mud that they have thrown to me…….
All the things that I got in my hands
All the things that I’m losing..
FAILURE OF FAITH
LOSING SCORES I’M ACHIEVING.. VANISHING
FAILURE OF FAITH
LOSING FIGHTS THAT I’M WINNING… LOSING

HOPES VANISH FOREVER
EVERY TIME THAT I SEE THE LIGHT
FAILURE OF FAITH
NEED A SHOULDER TO CRY ON…… CRY ON
All my certainties collapsing
Every time I open my eyes
I think the mornings come to early
I’m feeling like a grain of sand
Seeing the results I get speechless
But I’m still not a stepping stone
All the things I’ve done are useless
But my Karma is set to burn….
All the things that I got in my hands
All the things that I’m losing..
FAILURE OF FAITH
LOSING SCORES I’M ACHIEVING.. VANISHING
FAILURE OF FAITH
LOSING FIGHTS THAT I’M WINNING… LOSING
HOPES VANISH FOREVER

EVERY TIME THAT I SEE THE LIGHT
FAILURE OF FAITH
NEED A SHOULDER TO CRY ON…… CRY ON

THE CRY OF A NATION

“With the best of intentions” you said
On your very beginning
Sad is now seeing a capable man
Wasted by pride, misled by conceit

Seeing him practicing wordly tricks
While the world asks for meaning
Seeing him grow just in arrogance
While empathy’s what’s required of him

Smile, (just) a pose of wisdom
Wrong(ly) thinking you’re the man
Preach, tricking us to trust you
Boldly candidate again, lie again.

(But You’re)

DEAF TO THE FEW
DEAF TO THE MANY
DEAF TO THE CRY OF A NATION
BLIND TO THE PAST
AND WILLINGLY BLIND TO THE NEW
NOT REPRESENTATIVE OF YOUR GENERATION

Shaking hands to the even younger
To the innocent ones looking for
A leader who’ll guide them
A trusty man
A light in the night of this jungle world

Striving just for support of yourself
Tripping the neighbour and fucking the next
So you’re treading on life itself
On the head of your son and your friend

Smile, just a pose of wisdom
Wrong(ly) thinking you’re the man
Preach, tricking us to trust you
Boldly candidate again, lie again.

(But You’re)
DEAF TO THE FEW
DEAF TO THE MANY
DEAF TO THE CRY OF A NATION
BLIND TO THE PAST
AND WILLINGLY BLIND TO THE NEW
WE CONDEMN YOU TO DEATH

“In the name of the people
I condemn you to death”

CIRCLES

It’s like there’s a turbulence in my brain
Waking up with this sort of a bitter taste
Wondering how could I face this all alone
Depression is something I need to kick away
My head is still spinning, the sky is still darkening
Fast spinning and my soul will never find
The real place and the comfort zone

Spinning, my head is spinning
Crawling up through my spine
Spinning, round in circles
Closing my eyes forever..

I tried to change this state of mind
The solution seems too far away
Maybe something that nobody knows by now
All I know is that I need to kill the pain

My head is still spinning, the sky is still darkening
Fast spinning and my soul will never find
The real place and the comfort zone

Spinning, my head is spinning
Crawling up through my spine
Spinning, round in circles
Closing my eyes forever..

I WONDER WHAT COULD HAVE HAPPEN IF
IF I COULD TURN BACK TIME NOW
I WONDER HOW MANY WRONG WORDS SAID
JUST SAID TO HURT YOU
FEELING GUILTY FOR WHAT I’VE DONE
I GUESS NOBODY CAN CHANGE THIS
I SHOULD HAVE BITTEN MY TONGUE SO HARD
AND SHOVING MY HEAD DOWN UNDER..

NO OBSCURITY

It seems you’re afraid of your own shadow and disease
How could you live your life surrounded by fear
Grab your soul from inside and finally show your teeth
This is how it’s supposed to be….
You bearly live in a shutdown
(But now it’s time to) put your head out

RUN FAR AND RUN
RUN THE FAREST WAY TO CATCH THE LIGHT
RUN , THE FAREST WAY
TO CATCH THE LIGHT AND TO CATCH THE NIGHT
YOU GOT A LIFE AND THE REASON TO RISE
NO OBSCURITY, DON’T FALL
DON’T FALL INTO THIS TRICK..

You need to build your own motivations
And try to establish your personality

You’ve got the strength inside but need to pull it out
Your uncertainties will disappear…
You nearly live in a shutdown
(But now it’s time to) put your head out

RUN FAR AND RUN
RUN THE FAREST WAY TO CATCH THE LIGHT
RUN , THE FAREST WAY
TO CATCH THE LIGHT AND TO CATCH THE NIGHT
YOU GOT A LIFE AND THE REASON TO RISE
NO OBSCURITY, DON’T FALL
DON’T FALL INTO THIS TRICK WITH NO TREAT….

SUNKEN DREAMS

Always thought it couldn’t happen
Never happen at least to me
But then I felt something got broken
Into the saturated caves of my mind
People rarely know the meaning
Of a bug within your head
They don’t understand how living
With a constant will to sleep and to say goodbye..
All the dreams left behind
Got to change the settings and plans to my life..
Ooooh, am I alive?
Will I be condemned to spend my life in loneliness?
Sometimes I want to cry..
Will I overcome the night..?
WILL THERE EVER EVER AND AGAIN BE A FUTURE
FOR SOME OF MY DREAMS TO MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE
WILL THERE EVER BE AN END TO THIS

I’D LIKE TO DISCOVER IT…

Hardly awaking every morning
And staring at people in the eyes
It’s hard to listen to the worries of the others
When you don’t really care
Ready and willing for a new dawn
I got the courage by my side
Heading for a land to conquer
In the fields of an imaginary world…
All the dreams left behind
Got to change the settings and plans to my life..
Ooooh, am I alive?
Am I condemned to spend my life in loneliness?
Sometimes I want to cry..
Will I overcome the night..?
WILL THERE EVER EVER AND AGAIN BE A FUTURE
FOR SOME OF MY DREAMS TO MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE
WILL THERE EVER BE AN END TO THIS

I’D LIKE TO FIND A WAY OUT..…

SADNESS, TOIL WITHIN… SINKING
SINKING, DROWNING MY DREAMS…FOREVER
ERASING, ERASING MY HOPES…ACCEPTING
ACCEPTING, FAILURE OF DREAMS…SUNKEN

TO FACE THIS ETERNAL FLAME OF SADNESS
I NEED TO SEARCH FOR THE RIGHT PASSAGE THROUGH
AND BLOW THE SPELL AWAY…
TO FINALLY REACH OUT TO MY DREAMS
LIVING THEM ONE BY ONE FEEDING MY EGO
AND NEVER REMAIN ALONE IN MY NIGHTMARES

SUNKEN DREAMS

Always thought it couldn’t happen
Never happen at least to me
But then I felt something got broken
Into the saturated caves of my mind
People rarely know the meaning
Of a bug within your head
They don’t understand how living
With a constant will to sleep and to say goodbye..
All the dreams left behind
Got to change the settings and plans to my life..
Ooooh, am I alive?
Will I be condemned to spend my life in loneliness?
Sometimes I want to cry..
Will I overcome the night..?
WILL THERE EVER EVER AND AGAIN BE A FUTURE
FOR SOME OF MY DREAMS TO MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE
WILL THERE EVER BE AN END TO THIS

I’D LIKE TO DISCOVER IT…

Hardly awaking every morning
And staring at people in the eyes
It’s hard to listen to the worries of the others
When you don’t really care
Ready and willing for a new dawn
I got the courage by my side
Heading for a land to conquer
In the fields of an imaginary world…
All the dreams left behind
Got to change the settings and plans to my life..
Ooooh, am I alive?
Am I condemned to spend my life in loneliness?
Sometimes I want to cry..
Will I overcome the night..?
WILL THERE EVER EVER AND AGAIN BE A FUTURE
FOR SOME OF MY DREAMS TO MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE
WILL THERE EVER BE AN END TO THIS

I’D LIKE TO FIND A WAY OUT..…

SADNESS, TOIL WITHIN… SINKING
SINKING, DROWNING MY DREAMS…FOREVER
ERASING, ERASING MY HOPES…ACCEPTING
ACCEPTING, FAILURE OF DREAMS…SUNKEN

TO FACE THIS ETERNAL FLAME OF SADNESS
I NEED TO SEARCH FOR THE RIGHT PASSAGE THROUGH
AND BLOW THE SPELL AWAY…
TO FINALLY REACH OUT TO MY DREAMS
LIVING THEM ONE BY ONE FEEDING MY EGO
AND NEVER REMAIN ALONE IN MY NIGHTMARES

I CAN’T BELIEVE

Never thought when I was a child that I’d be living on the
edge
On the edge of sanity because of tragedies and bad
events
Back in the those days I was a target for the most
But now I’m keeping like gold all the lessons I have
learned
Everything is getting clearer… I’ve seen the changes
through the mirror
Every ticking of the clock
I learned my lesson well
So maybe I’m not a wrong guy
ON AND ON I CAN’T BELIEVE THAT SOMEONE COULD
LOVE ME
AFTER ALL I’VE BEEN THROUGH I CAN’T BELIEVE IT
ON AND ON I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU’RE SHARING YOUR
DREAMS WITH ME
SO MAYBE I COULD STILL HAVE HOPES IN TOMORROW

Took a lot of time for me to stand tall, rise my head
Took so lots of energy to make me get out of the bed..
Can I make it? Is the biggest quest of my life
Hope I’ll make it one day, though the hardest part is the
night
Everything is getting clearer… There’s a different guy in
the mirror..
ON AND ON I CAN’T BELIEVE THAT SOMEONE COULD
LOVE ME
AFTER ALL I’VE BEEN THROUGH I CAN’T BELIEVE IT
ON AND ON I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU’RE SHARING YOUR
DREAMS WITH ME
SO MAYBE I COULD STILL HAVE HOPES IN TOMORROW

I HARDLY FOUGHT THE BATTLE TO WALK WITH THE HEAD
UP HIGH
AND NOW I AM FINALLY WHAT I ALWAYS WANTED TO BE
I’M A MAN…. I’M A MAN….. I AM JUST A SIMPLE…MAN…
ALL I’VE DONE IS THE BEST I CAN

THE AWFUL CLOSURE

The world is turning mad
I think I need to move ahead
Better shake a leg
Moving so far away..
Different point of views so far
From those who are in control
The evolution has failed
The circumstances aren’t good
I am absolutely
Uncomfortable inside these shoes…
All tied up and stuck deep in
In the unwanted dimension
Obedience and acceptance
Acceptance of this losing role

WHERE AM I GOING, WHERE AM I RUNNING TO…?
BEAUTIFUL PLACES

WHAT AM I DOING, WHAT AM I RUNNING FOR…?
THE AWFUL ENDING
WHERE AM I GOING, WHERE AM I RUNNING TO…?
BEAUTIFUL PLACES
WHAT AM I DOING, WHY AM I RUNNING FOR…?
THE AWFUL ENDING..THE AWFUL ENDING….

The evolution is bad
Everything is going mad
Every step I take is
Out of my mind control
I’d like to breathe some new fresh air
I’m sick and tired again
Need some oxygen
It’s hard to handle this progress
It’s hard to accept that I am
The weak part of the machine
Probably I’m getting old and sick
Ready for free falling

Obedience and acceptance
Acceptance of this losing role

WHERE AM I GOING, WHERE AM I RUNNING TO…?
BEAUTIFUL PLACES
WHAT AM I DOING, WHAT AM I RUNNING FOR…?
THE AWFUL ENDING
WHERE AM I GOING, WHERE AM I RUNNING TO…?
BEAUTIFUL PLACES
WHAT AM I DOING, WHY AM I RUNNING FOR…?
THE AWFUL ENDING..THE AWFUL ENDING….

Please, please hold my hand now
Please, I need a stand to
Breathe, to breathe some fresh air
And breathe to elevate my soul…

EOS

Running back and forth but I’m still here
Rays of light will taim the darkness within
Nothing has changed except the graying of my heart
Practicing right but I’m still nearly undone..
If there’s something I never had, is the control of time
Time that is wearing me out, corroding me..
Killing me…
SO AMAZING HOW THE SUN, STILL MAKES ME FEEL ALIVE
MAKES ME FEEL FINE…(SOMETHING IS CHANGING
INSIDE)
GIVING ME HOPE FOR A HAPPIER ENDING
Advices pouring down like rain from those who are
crossing my way
Sometimes I listen but the most of the times I don’t care a
lot
My head is harder than a diamond I always stood my
ground still

Was just searching for the path to lead me straight to the
top..
If there’s something I never had, is the remote control to
time
Time that is wearing me out, corroding me..
Erasing me…

Advices pouring from who crosses my way
Sometimes I listen but mostly don’t care
My head is harder than the roughest diamond
Searching the path to lead me to the top..